Three days are down, and things are getting a little bit easier.
Number of Attempts:
On Thursday I only tried to log into social media a total of eight times. I credit that in part to having a very busy day and night. During the course of today’s less busy day, I tried to log in a total of ten times.
Reasons for Attempts:
Unlike Wednesday, where I was trying to avoid my preparation for my inservice presentation, I was pretty much busy actually giving the presentation (which went rather well!). My first attempt were in the morning, which is normally my ritual time to wake up and check what everyone else was up to while I was asleep.
Aside from that, during lunch at the inservice I nervously kept somewhat to my phone, and my attempts to log into Facebook obviously led me instead to making awkward small talk.
Thursday night I went out on a date to the movies, and since we got there early, I once again fell prey to immediately going to my phone.
Today was a bit different. I decided on a whim that I’ll be heading to Gen Con once again, which is in a short five days, so instead of social media, I spent most of today on the website picking out my activities.
I think I’m starting to realize I can’t log in to my Facebook right now, so I’m making fewer attempts at wasting my time there. Instead today I managed to finish writing a podcast episode, beat a video game, and finish one of the five books I’m concurrently reading at the moment. The presentation itself went well, and I think the extra time I put into the presentation combined with getting a decent amount of sleep by keeping on task really helped out.
I feel a little bit better about this not having constant access to social media. That being said, there are still so many things I want to post and talk about. It does make me wonder, though, why myself and others are so concerned with telling the rest of the world what we’re doing. It’s as if we need others to know that we’re busy, that we’re accomplishing things, that we’re still alive. Perhaps that’s what keeps us going back to our feeds, or maybe it’s just a really bad habit that our society just can’t break.